~a tale of izwan & haly~

...zaman lalu yang kukenang...

2009-06-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t... what's up.. hehe.. korang pekabor?..aku n family alhamdulillah.. sume sihat2 ajek.. kecuali anakku iman.. baru baik dr measles.. cian diek.. tp sume ok.. bini aku plak tgh sibuk study.. mcm final exam nampaknya.. haha,mmg tgh final pun.. die stress, aku pun stress.. ibarat 'thought transferred'.. haha, mentang2 tgh bljr psychiatry..td aku sajek jek.. scroll2 tgk gmbr zaman dulu2.. masa muda2 dulu.. baru2 smpai ireland.. bengong gile aku masa tu, tahape pesen gmbr tah kitorang ambik.. pada sesiapa yg terlibat sorry la yek kalo saham2 korang terjatuh skit.. ala.. sekali skala.. korang sume balak2.. sekali petik, sepuluh dtg..

mmg masa tu syok ajek.. yelah masa exam tu stress la jgk.. tp bile kat sana, kita ngan kwn2 kita je la.. family jauh.. yg sini2 la family kita.. tmpt kita nak share happy, tmpt nak mengadu sedih.. tmpt nak mntk tlg.. 'especially pnjm duit'... hahaha, credit too datuk bandar ahmad camcul.. yg sentiasa di sisi ketika kami kesempitan duit.. al maklumlah.. baru2 knal e-bay.. masa tu plak duit byk lg.. apa lagi.. siapla.. lumba2 bid.. syok woo... pada sape yg pernah gunakan e-bay.. psti anda memahami maksud aku.. haha.. bengong tul.. aku masih 'mentah' ketika itu.. haha.. oklah.. aku nak smbung buat tutorial.. nnti free2 aku update lagi yek.. insyaAllah.. jumpe lagi.. -end-

...sekian lama menyepi...

2009-04-24T17:08:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t.. to all my good friends out there!!.. haha, lama dah tak nulih bolg ni... pada sesiapa yg kecewa setiap kali bukak web ni.. xde update.. sorry la noh... ampun pak.. baru aku perasan,aku tulis last september 08.. lama gile.. hm, pepehal pub aku nak ucap congratz pada member2 aku yg dah kawin.. sorry xdpt dtg.. ade beberapa constraint.. pada yg nak kawin.. jgn lupe ajak aku.. pada yg dah dpt anak jgk,smga berbahgia dgn kehadiran cahaya mata.. best wo... pada yg tgh sarat mengandung.. husband2.. support anda sgtlah vital.. g.luck joining the parents club... last but no least.. pada sape2 yg tgh single mingle tu.. woi.. udah2 la tu.. nak masuk 25 dah.. kome sume bile lagi nak menikah..? jgn tunggu lama2 nnti lama2 nnti diambil org.. cewah.. so update.. march yg lepas.. batch junior baru PMC balik.. wah2.. semang2 diorang ni (semangat).. bagus2.. harap2 dpt maintain smpai grad.. besa la awal2.. pressure skit.. dunt worry, u guys will get through it... dah byk dah senior2 grad PMC.. insyaAllah.. oknyelah.. somehow bdk2 batch baru ni cool la.. so far xde yg sombong2.. bagus2.. hormati org tua la katakan.. apa lagi yek.. ha.. anak aku dah nak dkt 8 bulan.. alhamdulillah.. sihat2 belaka.. thanx la kat korang selalu tanya pasal anak aku.. walaupun balik2 soalan yg sama je.. haha.. cam ade template plak.. aku pun apa lagi.. jwb cam template la.. heh.. oklah.. aku nak siap2 dulu.. bile2 aku update lagi no...ni aku letak gmbr2 anak aku skit.. pada sapa2 yg busy xsempat dtg umah aku lagi.. -end-

...iman, abah dah pulang...

2008-09-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt pada sahabat2 yg masih setia mengikuti coretan2ku ini.. korang pekabor? harap2nye sihatlah ye.. maklumlah bulan2 pose ni.. letih skit.. tp kita kena sentiasa bersemangat.. insyaAllah.. moga kome diberkatiNya pada bulan yg penuh rahmat ini.. bykkn baca quran, solat ye... skrg pmc dah cuti.. cuti raya, seminggu.. boleh.. drpd xde cuti yek.. sorry la bbdk oversea yg cuti, terutamanya rakan2 irelandku sekalian.. haha.. beraya die perbatasan la kome ye.. cool2 jgn sedih2 2 tahun jek lg.. pastu kome balik la msia.. unless korang ade agenda sendiri la.. haha jeng jeng jeng.. hm, dah lama xpuasa kat msia ni.. alhmdulillah... best2 sgt2.. teramat2.. bersyukur pada Ar Rahman yg masih lg mmbenarkanku utk beribadah lg.. so, esok nak balik KL dah, nak jumpa buah hati pengarang jantung.. umi n iman..dah nak dkt 2 bulan aku duk sorang2 kat penang ni.. pasrah.. haha.. takdir Allah dah tentukan sejak azali lagi.. aku yakin it's is the best for me and the others.. kalo xcmni, mesti sesuatu yg lg buruk, so aku xnak la.. nauzubillah.. ni ade gmbr skit sahabat2 n pakcik2 n makcik2 iman kasi hadiah.. special thanx to segala mak long, mak ngah, pak lang, acik syam, xin yi, jia ying, huey loon, uncle zaem n acik ikin..tima kasih byk2 ye, ni nak raya ni.. aku nak mntk maaf siap2.. zahir dan batin..yg sengaja, xsengaja.. haha,aku pun maafkan korang jgk.. ni aku ade letakkan skit gmbr2 iman n anak2 sedara yg bakal meletihkan aku di kala raya xlama lg.. haha.. miss them very much.. kalo teringat2 balik helah diorang ni.. pelik2 la.. ade tu khairullah.. kalo korang perasan dlm gmbr muka die putih2.. die sulung, ade sekali tu mak die suruh makan ubat,die xsuka, maklumlah budak2.. die ckp kat mak die, 'umi,khairullah xboleh makan ubat la', then mak die tanya kenapa? die jawab' khairullah sakit mulut, xleh makan ubat..' sekali mak die bantai jwb.. ha ni ubat utk sakit mulut la ni... hahaha... children.. they are so creative.. makhluk Allah yg xberdosa.. bersih je, malaikat sume jaga diorang.. tp aku nak share ngan korang something.. being a parents is a whole different and new thing for me.. kkdg rindu sgt2 kat iman.. then baru aku teringat, masa aku pi ireland dulu, apa perasaan parents aku huh.. kita mmg syok la nak fly.. tp diorang..? simple analogy is like this, korang bile dah masuk U baru tau jadi student U ni cmne kan? before this tau2 cmtu je la kan? masuk U ni bljr, ade tutorial, ade lecture, tp bile dah dftr korang akan lebih mengerti.. sama la bile kawin.. barula segala misteri alam perkahwinan ni terbongkar, yg hanya kita tau teori shj.. sama la bila aku dah jd bapak ni.. alhamdulillah, Allah dah berikan aku peluang, utk melihat dunia ni, sepertimana ayahanda dan bondaku lihat.. mcm mana perasaan berjauhan dgn permata-permata hati.. it's for me to kept.. hm..iman, sejak iman belum keluar dari perut umi abah dah rindu iman.. inikan kini.. doakan abah selamat smpai ye esok, jgn nakal2 ngan umi tau.. kau adalah darahku, kau adalah jantungku, kau adalah hidupku lengkapi diriku oh sayangku kau begitu... sempurna...-end-

...assalamualaikum ya iman humaira...

2008-09-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

hehe.. sorry sahabat2 pembaca blog ini sekalian.. sudah lama hamba memencilkan diri.. sibuk skit.. plus bile dah free kekasih plak jauh di mata (buat electives kat hospital kajang).. so xde feel nak tulis.. tah tetiba mlm ni ade plak mood.. padahal tgh duk study.. haha.. susah tul ni, xleh concentrate masa belajar.. hm, utk pengetahuan semua.. alhamdulillah bini aku dah selamat melahirkan anak pertama aku.. pada 9.9.2008.. sume sihat.. syukur yg amat padaMu.. dah buat surat beranak hari kedua n telahpun diakikahkan pada hari ketiga.. murah rezeki budak ni kata nenek die.. yela.. xpasal2 Dr. Fatimah ( O&G consultant di An Nur hospital) bg diskaun RM 600 free.. terkejut gak.. bile usha bil, 600 tu die punyer service.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki yg dtg di bulan ramadan.. anak ramadan iman ni... 9 ramadan 1429H.. berat 2.95 kg, tinggi 50cm.. hehe.. abah rindu kat iman.. abah sorang2 tulis blog ni kat penang, iman ngan umi tgh buat apa kat rumah nenek?... heh.. ...... ....... hm.. btw sorry xdek gmbr lg.. sbb ade camera phone je.. tp xde cable.. so tunggu la yek.. iman suka jaga malam2.. siang die tido.. tp td umi die ngadu iman xnak tido malam.. die nak main2 je.. umi kata die rindu abah die.. haha,nanti abah balik.. abah 'puk' iman.. degil ckp umi yeh.. iman.. iman.. betul la ckp bapak mertua aku.. 'xrindu ke? duk jauh2.. nnti tringat die.. die buka mata".. aku ingat die saje je kacau2 aku.. tp skrg baru aku fhm.. hehe.. ade jgk kebenarannya.. sbb die pun tgh study masa dpt anak sulung dulu.. jauh penang-KL gak, sama la kita... teringat lagi masa2 aku rush balik ke KL bile tau bini aku kat labour room.. nasib baik sempat ade kat sisi die masa die sgt2 memerlukan aku.. aku smpai 7.10 pm.. iman keluar 7.55 pm.. by right die patut keluar awal.. sbb dah start water break kul 5pm... and bini aku dilate sgt cpt.. tp iman xnak kuar2 jgk.. nenek kata die tunggu abah die ni.. hahah.. btul jgk kata nenek yeh.. hm... tu je stkt ni kot.. nak smbung study... iman.. iman.. kau begitu sempurna... abah balik jumaat ni yeh, dgr ckp umi tau... -end-

...inai terakhir dijari ini...

2008-05-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t... pekabor kome.. hehe... aku n haly n iman alhamdulillah... sume ok.. cuma baby lmbt skit besa.. maybe ikut gen umi die lbh skit kot (gen pmpuan) hahaha... teringat plak dulu ade lecture pasal genetics.. father vs mother gen theory.. kali ni nak tulis pasal apa yek? hm, pasal inai kat tgn aku ni.. haha, ttiba rasa cam semacam plak tgk inai kat jari aku ni.. makin lama makin hilang, n aku tau yg lps ni aku xkan nampak inai ni kat jari aku dah..ni last n ianya makin hilang.. sehilang kuku2 aku yg dipotong setiap hari jumaat.. maybe sbb aku teringat lg kot kenangan kawin kami.. alhamdulillah.. best.. disebalik tanggungjawab yg semakin bertambah, kita xleh nafikan nikmat yg Allah bg utk kita melalui perkahwinan ini..Allah ni sgt sayang pada hamba2Nya.. Dia bg kita sume nikmat, tp haruslah ikut undang2 yg dah dituliskan utk kita, cam nak makan lembu blh, tp kena la sembelih dulu ye dak? kalo nak berpasang2an (bercintan) kenalah kawin dulu... sbb kita sendri pun bljr kat sekolah dulu.. byk hikmah2nya kalo ikut.. n byk jgk bahananya kalo xikut.. bkn aku nak kata korang ni dah tau gatal2 tp xnak kawin.. hahaha.. setiap org ade rintangan masing2, xde duit la, parents xbg lagi la, xjumpa org la.. xpe.. tp just to remind you guys, jagalah hati anda.. mmg susah.. besala.. akal kita nak berlawan ngan nafsu n syaitan.. mmg susah.. tp jgn lupa kita ada Allah.. always think positive of Him.. cam aku ade dgr ceramah hr tuh, ade sorang ustaz ni,die bg tzkirah skit kat kitorang, sbb masa tu PMC Islamic society buat solat hajat utk final yr yg nak exam, (menarik gak program tu) ustaz ni ckp, Allah ni Ar-Rahman n Ar-Rahim, Dia pengasih pada sume makhlukNya, tp lebih lg Dia syg pada umat Islam ni.. so kalau Allah kurniakan something kat non-muslim, Dia akan bg lbh2 lg kat kita umat Islam ni,tp kita kenalah usaha n doa.. kalo stress tu, brhrnti jap, solat sbntr, doa kat Dia.. tula.. skrg ni musim2 exam.. bdk2 oversea.. PMC pun nak start dah..just a reminder.. kitorang kat PMC ni tgh struggle gak.. letih.. kena marah tu xyah nak citer la.. tp hands on alhamdulillah sgt besa n menarik.. aku tak expect yg br 3rd yr dah pasang POP (plaster of paris) kat org.. siap tlg potong2 lagi.. hahaha.. untung bljr kat msia ni exposure sgt byk.. compare to overseas student la.. tu yg aku dgr2 cite DR2 oversea ni byk kena marah ngan Medical Officers.. bukan aku nak melekehkan DR2 oversea ni.. diorang bukannya xbagus, tp tula issue patient saman menyaman ni menyebabkan bakat masing2 tersangkut.. nak buat cmne.. tp tula nasihat aku kat final yrs oversea ni.. balik msia.. gi lawat hospital yg korang kena gi dulu, kenal yg mana 'singa' yg mana 'rabbit'.. n try tu acclamatize ngan management patient kat msia.. so korang aku kurang dimarah kot.. haha,sbb management patient sini n oversea lain.. sini mana ade alat canggih2 nak buat diagnosis,kalo canggih2 guna utk confirm je.. hm.. haha.. lbh2 lak aku ni.. cam la dah grad.. tp that the truth.. so.. good luck pada yg nak exam.. stduy rajin2.. doa byk2 yek... -end-

...kenanganku...

2008-04-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum.. pekabor teman2?.. aku br siap buat tutorial 'productive cough' and 'breast lump'.. alhamdulillah.. walaupun 'lubang2' jwpn masih byk, tp xpe.. esok kita usha baik punya mmber2 nye jwpn.. hahaha.. teknik yg plh berkesan sehingga kini.. sbnrnya agak busan tunggu bini aku balik on call ni.. kira sangap n keboringan la.. ttiba teringat nak bukak flickr.. account mmber best aku ni.. azizul hadi.. tampan orgnya... cewah.. hadi.. byr aku weh.. penat aku iklan ko ni.. hehe.. tgh duk ralit2.. terus aku termasuk level 'kenangan indah bersamamu' di bumi ireland.. haha.. kalo nak citer detail,mmg berpage2 la kome nak baca blog aku ni..bg aku nikmat persahabatan yg aku kecapi bersama teman2 aku dulu amat indah.. dan skrg kami semua berjauhan, satu group duk kat tmpt sejuk,satu group duk kat iklim tropika.. hm,sedih pun ade bile kkdg pk, xdpt buat ni sama2, buat tu sama2.. tp bg aku.. ni adalah yg terbaik yg Allah dah ttpkan utk kami, bak kata pepatah.. 'tuai padi antara masak, esok jgn layu-layuan, intai kami antara nampak, esok jgn rindu-rinduan'.. pasti korang sgt familiar ngan pepatah ni, heh, aku pun xtau kenapa aku rasa mmber2 aku bdk2 south sircular road ni sume cool2.. nak kata baik sgt, erk.. xdela jgk bbdk ni, jgn marah ha... nak kata jahat sgt, insyaAllah xde la stkt aku nampak, tp yg jelas aku rasakan masa bersama diorang ni ialah bagaimana diorang hargai sesuatu persahabatan itu, tpkan yg aku peningnye, pada org2 yg xreti nak jaga hati sabahat2nya.. ye lakan, masa xkenal mula2, jln pun xbertegur, duk senyum2 kucing je, tp bile dah baik, xkan la nak sesuka hati marah mmber kita tu lebih2.. mmg la kamu ni org pemarah, org negeri tu la, negeri ni la.. kasar la.. apa2 la alasan yg boleh dipkkan,tp kan aku rasa tu xleh nak jadi excuse korang nak memarah org sesuka hati.. tul tak?.. mmg la mmber tu buat salah,tp cool2 la tegur.. die pun dah besa.. cam baya2 aku ni.. 23 thn.. dah tua bangka nak ade anak dah pun.. hahaha.. tpkan.. kkdg walaupun ada sstngh org yg 'nampak grng'.. tp kita leh tau kebaikan hatinye dgn jelas.. cam mmber aku ni.. najmi.. 4th yr Trinity College Dublin.. haha, sume org percieve die ngarut la.. apa la.. tp aku kenal die.. xmcmtu pun.. die baik.. bg aku.. aku suka lihat org tu melalui hatinya.. bukan betapa labuh serbannya, bukan betapa lebat tudungnya.. bukan nak jadikn exception xyah tutup aurat sume.. just nak tunjuk betapa besarnya pengaruh 'hati' ni pada kita, melampaui batas pemakaian kita, asal negeri lahir kita ataupun apa2 shj.. aku just nak share pndpt aku.. dan jg hanya mengingatkan pada teman, bersopan santunla dlm bersahabat, kalau xfhm, gi bukak buku imam al-Ghazali adab bersahabat.. terima kasih warga number 10,south circular rd, terima kasih warga belfield ucd, terima kasih warga roebuck castle.. terima kasih ex 82, upper rathmines rd, kerana mengajar aku erti sahabat..-end-

...tidurlah anakku,perjalananmu masih jauh...

2008-04-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum... apa kabor korang?sorry lama xupdate.. bg khabar berita.. hehe, internet kat umah xde lg.. just depends on library's internet je.. check email2 n download tutor tu.. lepaslah.. ni pun tgh tunggu wife hbs kelas.. leh la update2 skit.. alhamdulillah.. kami disini bdk2 pmc sume bahagia2.. penat pun ade.. tp susah senang, tmpt sendiri.. kalo nak bnding masa duk Dublin dulu.. duk malaysia berkali2 ganda best.. haha.. walaupun penang's drivers a little bit 'ganas'.. but its challenging.. haha.. update kali ni saje nak kongsi ngan korang.. hari tuh ade buat ultrasoud.. alhmadulillah.. baby pompuan.. dah agak dah.. haha.. masa 1st time tgk scan tu.. tiba2 je aku rasa pelik.. somehow syahdu pun ade.. my daughter.. my sweet little angel.. tgh berenang2 inside of her mother's womb.. barulah kusedar akan kasihnya seorang ayah.. barulah aku faham 100% di mana sebenarnya letaknya ke machoan bapak aku dlm mendidikku.. maybe lelaki mmg naturenya control macho yg menyebabkan kita terlepas pandang akan kasihnya mereka ni pada kita,yg kita nampak obviously hanyalah mak kita.. sbb perempuan ni bg aku expressive skit.. so apa yg di mulut mereka ni, tulah hati mereka.. syukurku pada Ilahi kerna memberi aku peluang utk menikmati saat sebgai ayah dlm hidup yg pendek ini.. tidurlah iman humaira.. perjalananmu masih jauh..

...last 24 hours...

2008-03-08T01:41:00.000-08:00

heh.. assalamualaikum wbt guys.. skrg dah jam 9.45 pg.. hr yg aku akan balik ke bumi tumpahnya darahku.. yg dimana akan aku tinggalkan bumi yg penuh dgn memori suka dan duka.. barangkali utk selamanya.. bumi Ireland.. sume org yg jumpe aku.. sume tanya.. cmner huh perasaan nak balik ni...? xpun diorng akan ckp.. best la korang dah nak blik dah.. haha.. mcm2 la korang ni.. tp bg aku..bercampur baur la.. best sbb dpt balik, sedih sbb aku terpaksa tinggalkan part of my life here.. i mean.. ireland itself.. and the important of all, my friends.. my best friends.. each and everyone of u guys.. seniors.. juniors.. and my own batch.. insyaAllah.. ukhwah yg telah kita ukir bersama ini, akan aku didik sebaik mungkin.. heh.. really..rasa seperti sgt sekejap bile diingat kembali ketika detik pertama aku menjejakkan kaki ke bumi ini.. masa zaman2 budk hingusan lg.. masa jakun2 tgk salji.. masa tlg seniors buat program.. masa susah2 sewa keta nak pndah umah.. masa msing2 kongsi perasaan happy nak balik msia masa summer.. haha.. korng2.. tp yg plg bermkna masa aku jumpa jalan hidup aku sbnr.. jalan menuju Ilahi.. aku bersyukur ditakdirkan Allah utk bertemu korang disini.. segalanya berhubungkait.. yg akhirnya berbalik kpd diri aku sendiri.. terima kasih.. dan tidak lupa kuingin meminta maaf pd kalian, akan segala kelemahan diri, kekurangan diri, menyakitkan hati, yg aku tampilkan pd kalian.. sesungguhnya aku insan yg tidak punyai apa2.. dan juga dikesempatan ini, aku pesankan pada kalian, jagalah hati, jagalah iman, jagalah ukhwah.. sesungguhnya ukhwahlah yg menghubungkan kita semua.. sedikit risau dlm fikiran ini bila memikirkan nasib kalian,terutama teman juniors2.. pesanku berhati2lah.. liku2 di bumi ireland ini jgn diperkecilkan.. kelak kaloan akan sedih sendiri.. alhamdulillah.. cuaca yg cerah hari ini bagai menyediakan tikar merah utk aku bertolak pergi... heh.. cntik ireland ni.. daffodils has blooming.. beautiful.. terlalu byk utk aku coretkan perihal keindahan ireland.. bumi cipataan Allah ini.. terlalu indah utk aku ungkapkan dgn kata2.. alhamdulillah aku masih diberikan kesempatan utk bernafas, melihat, merasa kesejukan bumi ini.. bumi ireland.. akan aku sematkan dlm kotak ingatan aku setiap teliti tentangmu.. hingga berjumpa lg kalian.. assalamualaikum.. -end of chapter of ireland-

...counting the days...

2008-02-18T14:54:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.. pada sahabat2 semua.. semoga berada dlm lindungan Yang Maha Perkasa hndknya.. hm..dah lama dah xupdate.. sorry pd updaters..(budget ramai org baca blog aku).. haha.. laptop aku crash.. so rumah ni ade 4 org yg berkongsi laptop yg sama,ihsan abg syamsul.. baik pkcik ni.. sudi menginfaqkan laptopnya mcm cyber cafe.. on dr pagi smpai ke tgh mlm.. harap2 laptop ni tahan la.. hehe.. so,apa yg trjd pd aku skrg..? at the moment,tgh nak balik msia.. 3 minggu je lg.. maka genaplah 2 thn stgh aku kat bumi yg bertuah ni.. bumi yg sejuk yg mengasah kematanganku dlm menempuh liku2 perjalanan.. heh.. hari tuh br je hntr housemate aku.. a.k.a idola kami cik kamal rizal ishak.. student RCSI yg genius.. die balik dulu sbb RCSI hbih awal.. tahlah somehow rumah aku ni xseperti dulu lg.. its like a jigsaw puzzle that have miss its bits and pieces.. haha.. maybe u guys xtrbyng apa yg aku cuba smpaikan.. tapi rumah ni xseperti dlu.. aku boleh katakn spnjng aku kat dublin ni.. 6 bulan ni adalah the best yg aku pernah rasa.. akupun xtau kenapa,nak kata aku sedih nak tinggalkan ireland,xjugak.. besa je.. aku suka msia lg.. maybe sbb combination between me, syawal, din, kwarez(kamal), jere, syamsul dan teratak sementara kami.. the one and only 82, upper rathmines road... yg sgt memberi erti kpd aku selama 6 bulan ni kot.. heh, teringat lg masa ptg last aku spent ngan kwarez... maybe korang pelik,apsal la aku ni nak emo sgt,pdhal nanti kat msia jumpe blk, kwarez ade jek kat balik pulau tu.. haha.. tpkan tula yg aku mksdkan td, sumenye xkan sama cam dulu... ye dak?

kat dublin ni.. byk bnde yg aku bljr.. apa tu kawan.. apa tu lawan.. apa tu sahabat.. apa itu dunia.. hm..alhamdulillah.. aku bersyukur.. demi qada' takdirNya.. aku ditetapkan utk beljr disini.. yg suatu ketika dulu,xpernah aku trfikir pun.. seriously.. bukan nak merendah diri ape.. tapi aku dlu masa kecik2 dulu,low self esteem.. xterpikir pun nak bljr jauh2 ni.. tp dlu kalau korang ingat,ade citer drama, kat tv3.. identiti.. die tunjuk life oveseas student.. ade amy mastura.. n etc.. heh.. xterbyng aku masa tu.. tup2 dah smpai sini.. tup2 dah kena balik.. tup2 dah kawin.. haha.. mcm sekelip mata jekan...? -cont-

...ireland vs brazil...

2008-02-01T02:37:00.000-08:00

heh.. assalamualaikum.. ni saje je tulis skit2, kitorng ade tgk bola ireland vs brazil hr tuh.. kat Croke Park.. aku, champ, jere, kwarez, and 2 org junior... ucop n hariz.. 1st time aku gi stadium tgk bola.. haha.. cam xpercaya gak.. 1st time aku tgk bola kat stadium adalah brazil vs ireland.. sayangnya star2 brazil xturun.. takut injured kot.. yelah.. lawan ireland.. heh.. sape duk sini tau la ireland main bola cmne.. aku sbnrnya xbudget gak nak gi.. sbb ingat mula2 nak keje.. tapi mamat hariz ni dah belikan tiket utk aku.. belanje katanya.. sbb aku nak blik.. haha terharu aku.. bagus anak muda ni.. spnjg aku kenal die walau 6 bulan.. tapi manners die boleh la kitorang kata sgt hbt.. bukan sbb die balnje aku ok.. tu muslimat... recommended!! heh.. ucop pun bagus gak... cume die ni pemalu skit.. subhanAllah.. semoga sikap korang dikekalkan Allah dlm hati korang... semoga sikap korang diteladani oleh rakan2 korang.. outcome match ni brazil menang 1-0.. walau kitoarng xsempat tgk masa brazil score dsbbkan beberapa 'insiden kecil' yg berlaku.. tp overall kitorang happy mlm tu.. 1001 kenangan.. hehe.. jere2.. kernamu... -end-

...exam mode...

2007-12-03T03:37:00.000-08:00

wah.. wah..sudah lama aku tidak menulis.. hehehe,nak buat cner.. mood xde,haha.. bile ade mood,xde mase plak, n skrg,aku gigih kan jgk utk menulis.. skrg ni tgh study week,studynye xbrape sgt lg..aku pun xtaula apa nak jd masa exam nnti.. walaupun tgh pasrah byk lg nak kena cover, smpt lg tulih blog,hehe... dublin skrg dah makin sejuk,hari2 boleh kata hujan je.. gloomy.. winter on the way,harap2 xsejuk sgt cam last year,mmndngkan ni last winter aku kat sini,ttiba cam setiap bnde yg berlaku,aku rasa best sgt2.. haha.. adat manusia,bile dah last2,baru rasa best,cam makan nasi gak, kuah yg last2 tu yg sedap dihirup,haha.. analogy yg sgt sesuai bg aku penggemar makan nasi.. by the way,winter ni family aku nak dtg,pada sapa yg nak berkenal-kenalan, mai la jemput dtg, aku bwk diorang jajalan kat sini... aku ade selitkan gmbr housemate aku yg bangga berambik gmber brsama idolanya.. azran zidane yg berketuruan arab mix french.. hehe..dah la muka cam awie.. n lg satu aku masukkan jgk gmbr team bola aku,walau dpt second dlm group, tp technique permainan yg sgt hbt,aku ttp berbangga, syabas meri beta...gaya ambik gmbr masing2 aku pun xtau nak komen apa dah.. hm,so kesimpulannya, menjadi warga dublin amatlah seronok..(xde kena mengena pun ngan topic)..so pada rakan2,slmt berexam, usaha bersungguh mungguh, jgn putus asa.. and jgn lupa semayang n doa byk2 yek.. kalo jumpe tegur2 la ye...-end-

...subhanAllah,indahnya ukhwah hamba-hambamu ini...

2007-10-21T12:28:00.000-07:00

...assalamualaikum.. coretan kali ini cukup utk menggambarkan keseluruhan apa yg aku cuba sampaikan.. alhamdulillah.. ke mana saja org muslim malaysia ni pegi, sunnah Nabi s.a.w ttp kita amalkan ke mana saja kita merantau.. iaitu saling ziarah menziarahi.. walaupun sbg seorang student, yg mmg duk busy memanjang.. still kita masih mmpunyai masa utk buat semua perkara2 ini... terutamanya.. di musim raya2 ni... walaupun kita berasal dr keluarga berbeza, pemahaman berbeza.. tp masih lg bersatu di bwh syahadah yg satu... dimana segala sengketa dilupakan dlm sekelip mata,yg hanya dilihat di depan mata, adalah seorang sahabat, tetamu yg wajib diraikan.. seorang ustaz pernah mengajar aku, xkan aku lupa katanya.. 'nabi pernah berkata, jika kamu semua beriman dgn hari akhirat,maka raikanlah tetamu'... maybe sbb dia prnh melayan kami dgn cukup baik, sehingga menyerap terus ke hati aku.. hm.. ramai org buat open house, ramai jgk yg hadir.. mnghargai usaha sahabat bersusah payah siapkan masakan.. hehehe.. i dont know.. somehow this hari raya quite enjoyable than previous years.. heh.. maybe this is my last raya kat sini.. so terappreciate lbh kot...so, for the take home msg this time, amalkanlah budaya lawat melawati.. it may be look simple..but the barakah is unimaginable.. subhanAllah... last but not least.. for UCD students, good luck for ur mid term exam, may Allah help u guys during this hard time.. amin.. and lg satu, time kasih pada korang yg sudi singgah ke teratak 82 upper rathmines road, rathmines... -end-

DOA SEORANG ISTERI

2007-10-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

DOA SEORANG ISTERI

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Kau ampunilah dosaku yg telah ku perbuat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dgn kesabaran
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal
Kau kurniakanlah aku dgn sifat keredhaan
Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Ya Allah
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah pilihanMu di Arash
Berikanlah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yg akan membimbing tanganku di titianMU
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah bidadara untukku di JannahMU
Limpahkanlah aku dgn sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya

Tetapi Ya Allah
Sekiranya suamiku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang
Kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan yg terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaanMU

Sekiranya suamiku tergoda dgn keindahan duniaMU
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran utk terus membimbingnya

Sekiranya suamiku tunduk terhadap nafsu yg melalaikan
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatanMU utk aku memperbetulkan keadaannya

Sekiranya suamiku menyintai kesesatan
Kau pandulah aku utk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena

Ya Allah
Kau yg Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik untukku
Kau juga yg Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku

Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yg Engkau redhai

Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri
Kau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMU

Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka
Berikanlah aku petunjuk ke arah rahmatMU

Ya Allah sesungguhnya
Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMU
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMU
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMU
Aku hina tanpa RahmatMU

Ya Allah
Kuatkanlah hati dan semangatku
Tabahkanlah aku menghadapi segala cubaanMU
Jadikanlah aku isteri yg disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMU
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri solehah
Hanya padaMU Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan

Kerana aku pasrah dgn dugaanMU
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yg kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dgn keindahan duniaMU
Kerana kurang kesabaranku menghadapi cabaranMU
Kerana pendek akalku mengharungi ujianMU

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati
Isteri yang dikasihi
Isteri yang solehah
Isteri yang sentiasa di hati

Amin, amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

...raya!!...

2007-10-15T12:17:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..to all readers,i'm very very sorry for holding up this blog for a quite some time,there's a lot of people who keep on asking when i'll update my blog.. hehehe.. well.. i need sometime to relief the sadness.. really because this blog keeps me on reminding her a lot.. i mean very much.. heh, alhamdulillah.. thanks to Allah for granting me the strength for all this while.. thank you.. thank you..
so,todays topic will focusing on hari raya.. i can say that this year hari raya would be the best since i arrived in dublin.. i went 6 houses.. hahaha.. raya sakan beb.. sbb kebetulan raya jatuh hari sabtu.. so mmg bykla open houses.. hehehe.. mcm2 menu ade.. ade lontong, nasi himpit, lemang (superb, taro n nazpon buat), cake caramel( jay buat), kek batik (amin besa) n choc cake (hanip khan buat)..also mee hoon sup (fakhrul n juniors), rendang and not to forget umah haji fauzi.. very happening and ahlil baitnya sgt2 pemurah.. every year hot spot umah diorang ni..
so aku ade ade masukkan skit2 gmbr2 masa aku gi jajalan ngan sahabat2 aku.. xlupa ahli rumah aku yg sgt2 best.. shawla(roommate), din, kwarez, jere n champ.. sume best2.. one of the best memories i've ever had in dublin are with u guys.. so wishing you all (readers) a very happy hari raya aidilfitri, mnta maaf zahir n batin if i've done wrong to you guys.. semoga raya kali ini adalah plg meriah 4 u guys.. -end-

...bubbye for a while my angel...

2007-08-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

heh.. tajuk posting kali ni dah cukup menyimpulkan segala yg akan aku cuba luahkan skrg.. heh,lg seminggu b4 flight aku ke london akan bertolak,dan aku akan tinggalkan kejap, 2 family aku.. berserta bidadari aku.. hm,our marriage comes with a package, we are allowed to get married this summer,but i have to leave her for a while until winter,where she'll be leaving for dublin togive me a visit.. insyaAllah.. i do not at all regret any of these..let all these be our spices of marriage... kata orang.. inilah rencah kehidupan.. life is too good to be perfect.. hahaha, nnti aku je married man, yg balik single ke ireland.. alhamdulillah, for me, this is somehow the happiest summer hols in my life.. where i fall in love with penang, pmc n definitely, with her.. the love of my life.. insyaAllah..please pray for us..

overall cuti kali ni,aku agak busy.. it's true!!so true.. maybe certain people think that when we are married,we would be only busy during the preparation and during the day of the event itself,but the truth is guys,lepas kita kahwin,itulah dinamakan 'jalan pengantin', where kita kena ke sana ke mari, jumpa sanak sedara, tmbah2, kalo kite mmpunyai sedara mara yg ramai.. so,kpd you all ni,make sure you guys do plan, masa nak kawin, kena ade plenty of time utk melawat sana sini... aku nak mntk maaf kpd mmber2 yg lain,sorry xdpt nak entertain.. yg maybe claim aku sombong ke, ape ke.. aku xlupa korang, cuma kkdg things are sometimes out of ur grip,it slips and by the time kita nak claim balik bnde tu,kita dah lupa dah.. hahaha.. sorry sgt2 weh.. tmbh special case cam aku ni,yg balik ireland single,so aku tgh try optimize kan masa aku berkepit ngan bini,maybe cam couple yg lain,yg kawin, diorang balik ireland ngan bini.. so xkisah la boleh entertain org lain.. huhu.. create excuses plak.. tp mmg sedih seh.. bak kata remy (now in PMC).. 'dah kena candu bini'.. hahaha... ade2 je remy ni..
utk future PMC students, get ready for a hectic busy life in Penang,bukan nak takut2kan.. tp seriously,korang kena prepare with all the shocks u may get.. bukan rilex cam kat ireland dah.. cuti mcm x cuti, cuti raya haji sehari,raya puasa kalo xsilap 4 hari.. hahaha.. sempoi seh.. tp utk boys,jgn risau,still ade masa nak beriadah.. main bola boleh,basket, nak gi taman belia pun leh (best giler tmpt ni).. aku galakkan xkira la muslimin or muslimat or sape2 je.. beriadah la.. penting.. kalo korang xmain.. tahlah.. aku rasa leh jd gila kot.. jgn end up ptg2 tgk manjalara dah la.. haha..tp penang is quite a beautiful place.. u'll like it..lg satu pengumuman x rasmi.. member best aku saudara fauzi che daud akan menikah ngan mmber aku gak, izyan idris pd mlm merdeka..moga bahagia ke anak cucu...cayalah weh,ahli kelab kita 2 dah setel,tinggal sorang lg kat australia..heh..
so,that's it.. kat sebelah ni aku ade letak video clip yg sempoi.. enjoy la.. goodbye PMC, googbye penang, goodbye malaysia.. goodbye both parents of mine.. n definitely goodbye my beloved, beautiful, charming and smiling face wife.. pray for me, pray for us..and insyaAllah..looking fwd to see' u soon in ireland.. i'll be waiting... 'ya Allah, please take care of my angel, guide her to Your path, please give her all the happiness in this life and hereafter...' see u soon,bubbye... -end-
p/s: i'll always miss u.

...go langkawi summary...

2007-08-26T18:04:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum n selamat pg.. setelah penat menulis dan anda mmbca 2 siri langkawi ni, skrg tibalah kpd penamatnya.. lepas penat jajalan kat tasik dayang bunting tu,the next day kitorang gi jejalan kat jetty kuah.. dah moden gak.. xsangka la.. hehehe.. tahniah langkawi,serba moden.. cewah.. kat sana xde ape aktiviti sgt except makan2 kat kenny rogers,murah sbb xde tax.. tp xdela murah sgt.. lebih kurang tu gak harga die.. kitorang sempat gak lelepak kat makam mahsuri walaupun masa tu dah tutup.. kitorang dtg lmbt.. namun kami smpt menyedekahkan al-fatihah sahaja.. pastu ptg tu kitorang balik.. semestinya airasia yg tidak menaja kami.. kalo dah taja free le tiket.. hehehe.. kami selamat tiba dlm jam 3 ptg la lbh kurang.. sbb bile dah smpai LCCT tu dlm kul 1, kitorang naik bus transit tu sejam gak,so smpai central kul 2.. letih seh.. overall langkawi ni harus dipegi jika ade kelapangan n extra duit poket.. sbb mmg best n worth.. ni aku ade masukkan skit gmbr2 anak2 buah aku yg sgt2 chicky.. xberdiam.. saudara khairullah n saudara nasrullah.. mereka ni adik beradik.. jika anda berpeluang menjaga mereka nescaya anda semua akan bertaubat tidak mahu menjaga mereka lg,namun ketagih akan kecomelan n ngada2 mereka.. even parents mereka pun,seminggu sekali balik kajang,biar atuk yg nenek lak take over... hahaha... lg satu posting pasal sabah aku buat masa kat ireland yek..-end-

p/s : pls note that we have the same type and design of cloth for our outfit!!!!-budget lari..terpaksa buat baju guna sepapan kain yang sama...barulah sehati dan sejiwa...-

...go langkawi II...

2007-08-21T19:16:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum.. selamat pagi dan selamat hari2.. semoga warga pembaca sentiasa dalam rahmatNya... as promise,i will continue on our honeymoon vacation..but before that let me congratulate some of my friends who were right now, bergelar raja sehari, muhammad haikal ghazali(mike) with k.dayah n muhammad fakar zubir n k.ti.. semoga berbahgia...
so, the next destination is padang mat sirat.. there's only traces of burn rice left in the yard of rumah sape tah,hehe.. aku lupa,tp arwah pakcik tu la yg lead nak bakar beras masa serangan siam.. tp compare ngan dulu,dah byk beza la tmpt ni compare ngan dulu2..then kitorang gi tanjung rhu, pantai ni kalo xsilap disenaraikan sbg pantai tercantik asia ke mana tah.. aku pun xsure..hahaha.. tp not bad la pantai ni... memandangkan langkawi ni terdiri drpd 99 pulau.. so mmg cntikla.. kalo gi langkawi,jgn lupa singgah sini..xjauh pun.. sbnrnya korang leh pusing2 satu langkawi dalam masa sehari je.. trust me bebeh.. hahah.. pastu kitorang gi pakej naik boat to 3 islands,pulau beras pasir, pastu pulau apa tah, die bg makan helang n last sekali pulau dayang bunting.. kitorang kena rm40 sorang... sbnrnya leh dpt rm30 je.. memandangkan kitorang stay kat hotel yg grand,so org tu bukak harga rm40,hahaha.. padahal kitorang stay free je situ,siap mamat italy yg jalan2 sekali naik boat ngan kitorang gelak kat aku,sbb die dpt lg murah.. rm35.. siut tul.. hahaha.. xpe2.. rejeki masing2.. so back to the main topic,kat pulau beras pasir tu mmg bersih la pantai die.. pasir die putih je.. leh nampak ikan2 berenang2.. mmg sempoi.. setiap pulau kitorang diberi masa 1 jam.. oklah,mandi2 skit, main pasir skit.. siap bini aku pun sempat menanam lakinya sendiri.. so cukupla sejam.. hahah.. then bg eagle makan.. pakcik jaga bot tu cmpak kulit ayam kat laut,then ikan timbul2 nak makan kulit ayam,then helang2 tu try makan ikan2 tu.. xdpt ikan kulit ayam pun jadi,mmg besar2 n byk helang2 tu.. ade yg siap helang plg besar tu,ukuran dr kepak ke kepak 3 meter seh.. mmg nampakla obvious beza die ngan helang2 yg lain.. mcm taiko la lbh kurang,then kitorang gi tasik dayang bunting la..nnti pkcik bwk boat tu berhenti la kat satu spot,tgk pregnant woman lying flat on the ground,which symbolize the island.. mmg nmpakbetul.. korang kena perati la betul2.. korang cuba tgk kat gmbr ni.. sbb ikut lagendanya ade couple ni,xmempunyai anak utk beberapa lama,then bile minum air dari tasik ni.. terus pregnant.. pada sape yg nak try leh la kot.. hahaha.. then bile smpai kat tasik tu,kitorang pun mandi2lah.. besala,nak buat ape lg,tp air die dalam la.. kitorang kena pakai life jacket.. korang leh la mntk pinjam kat pakcik boat tu,so xyah sewa kat tasik tu.. air die payau2 skit,n sejuk,korang leh gak kalo nak kayuh2 boat kat siut,ala kat tasik taiping,kena sewa la.. ni kalo sape2 nak round satu tasik tu leh la.. so aku pause kn jap posting ni utk hr ni.. korang pun dah penat bace yek...-end-

...go langkawi I...

2007-08-20T20:54:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah.. setelah sekian lama sunyi sepi, aku kembali beraksi di ruang alam maya ini,heh... sorry sgt2 kpd peminat2 setia kami.. yg sedia menanti, siap ade yg comment2 bile nak update... cayala korang.. fuweet... sbnrnya keadaan kami agak busy skrg,maklumlah jalan pengantin.. tambahan pula kemudahan stremyx hanya ade di penang sahaja.. so freeze la kejap perjalanan blog ini.. skrg ni aku kat penang balik,menikmati sisa2 waktu aku bersama bidadari tercinta.. dimana tarikh keramat 5hb september bakal mengundang perpisahan aku dgnnya buat sementara waktu.. insyaAllah 3 bulan.. sbb winter nanti plannya nak bawak die ke ireland.. nak bwk jalan2..
so pada kali ini aku nak buh skit kisah2 kami di langkawi.. sempoi gak langkawi ni,dah jauh sgt2 berbeza banding masa zaman aku kecik2 dulu.. xsilap aku,last time aku gi masa aku form 4.. ngan mmber2...die punye jalan pun dah byk cntik, turap baik punya.. nak gi mana2 pun senang,sbb signboard die jelas.. peta pun amat reliable, sbb tempat kecik, so peta detail la.. kitorang jalan2 naik kancil je.. kitorang dpt 110 utk 3 hari.. ok la.. lgpun kebetulan kitorang pegi bukan masa cuti sekolah,so xdela jalan tu busy sgt.. dahla xde tol.. tu yg plg penting.. hehehe.. kami round habis satu pulau.. dah la plak naik kancil..minyak bukanlah satu kerisauan..heh.. kitorang gi sana naik airasia.. okla price die.. drpd susah2 nak drive dr KL,then gi kuah jetty, then naik ferry plak,baik naik flight yek? pastu kitorang duk free,sbb bapak mertua aku aku ada share kat salah satu hotel kat sana, so tempt tinggal ditanggung beres gitu... hehehe..alhamdulillah... destinasi pertama kitorang ialah je gunung mat chincang.. naik cable car.. sempoi weh.. kalo ade mykad rm15,kalo xde rm25,sekali bini aku tertinggal mykad die kat penang.. kami tunjuk passport pun xleh.. nak mykad gak.. nak taknak.. kenala rm40..nak buat cmne..syg bini punye pasal.. tmpt ni kira tmpt plg tinggi la kat langkawi..cuak gak masa dlm cable car tu.. sbb bile angin tiup bukan main goyang lg menatang tu.. pemandangan pun cantik seh, sejuk atas tu.. tp xde la sesejuk cameron highland, masa dalam cable car pun leh enjoy scenery, dlm 10 min naik cable car, worth la pegi.. recommended oleh kami.. tmpt ni pun ok kalo nak gi masa ptg.. leh layan sunset.. pastu kat atas gunung tu ade platform2 yg kita leh jalan2.. sgt2 best la.. rugi kalo gi langkawi xnaik cable car.. pastu kat kaki gunung tu plak ade tmpt die ternak rabbit n rusa.. just utk tourist,bukan ternak utk makan ke ape ker.. masuk free.. leh bagi makan rabbit2 kat situ.. tapi aku xleh tahan la masa menatang tu makan kat tgn aku.. geli gile.. aku gelak xhenti2 masa bg makan.. ni pun korang kena try.. tp makanan kena beli sendiri, murah je.. sepeket singgit.. pastu kitorang drive gi telaga tujuh puteri,kitorang xsempat nak naik smpai atas,sbb masa tu hujan,so kitorang sempat lepak2 kat air terjun die yg kat bawah je la.. masuk free.. tu yg plg best.. kedekut siut aku nih.. hahaha.. tp penat skit masa nak ke air terjun tu... sbb jalan die mmg curam.. kitorang kena mendaki gak la.. senaman skit.. tu hari 1st kitorang gi.. tp mmg seronok betul hari tuh,sbb jauh dari kesibukan kotaraya.. 'ayat typical karangan sekolah rendah'... hahaha.. mmg tenang.. jalan pun xbusy.. sawah je penuh,and langkawi ni mcm lembah.. so background sawah ni ade gunung2.. bukit2.. menarik weh.. so nak tau apa seterusnya terjadi pada kami..? kita sambung kisah next day dlm posting yg seterusnya ok.. -end-

alhamdulillah : recurrent repeatingly falling in love

2007-07-14T11:54:00.000-07:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMAANIRRAHIIM

it's been long since i last wrote here...i'm still in my exam season which mean i am not supposed to log onto this thing and write something up...but i really want to share wif all my colleagues about how wonderful a marital life could be...well not as simple as what i've just mentioned above...i could hardly explain the wonderful changes i've been experiencing within this 2 weeks time being a wife to the man i'm married to... from the moment he stop his"single -breath- long answer to the qadhi's 'ijab(the qabul)," up to the time i'm typing this up... my life has totally changed..it is not totally a mechanical..physical changes...but it is the changes u feel deep down in ur heart.. the changes that is better felt than seen... from that very second i'm holding this wife tittle...i was endlessly showered with blessings..relief...happiness...flatterings...everything...everything that can make u smile even in ur sleep...[i now realise that i'm moving about a corner that i haven't got to the main point that all of u might have been waiting for...but it just not that easy for me to describe howthankful i am to Allah for granting me such happiness...for rewarding me something that i'm far to deserve-.a very good husband.... ]...to becntinued...[ just didn't get the word to describe]

...bits and pieces of penang...

2007-07-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum.. at the moment i write this blog, my lovely wife still studying beside me, preparing for her next week exam, i've promise her that if she is being 'hardworking enough' today, i would buy her an ice cream.. hehehe.. me n my wife, always playing together.. never serious,heh.. so,what i'm going to write today is about my days at penang.. kalo korang tau,penang ni terkenal ngan durian balik pulau die.. sedap n tebal n kuning keemasan n definitely murah.. sebijik 50 sen, sebakul 10 ringgit.. mana korang nak carik durian semurah ni.. aku hari2 lepak n temankan wife aku kat sini,kkdg aku ikut die gi library,kkdg ikut gi hospital,hehe... berlagak cam budak clinical la konon... grab white coat die,pakai i.d die.. of course terbalikkan la.. sbb nnti kantoi la muka budak pompuan.. hehehe.. for me life during clinical years is quite interesting.. really.. but i'm not very sure about this because i've never been a fulltime clinical students,so xtau la penat lelah die cmne.. tp stkt aku usha2 baik punya kat wife aku.. memenatkan jgk la.. seriously.. so korang2 yg nak masuk clinical years ni,better lebih2 kan skit senaman tu yek.. by next week insyaAllah my wife would have her holiday.. we are planning on going to langkawi n sabah... interesting is'nt? alang2 menyambut seruan visit malaysia 2007.. hehehe.. nnti apa2 update i'll put on this blog utk bacaan peminat2 setia seperti ihsan n shakirah.. dan pada sume2 yg baca tp xleave comment, so xtau la sape yg baca... hahaha.. scenery kat penang ni pun not bad gak.. ade sekali tu wife aku ajak gi layan sunset kat batu feringgi.. cantik.. dah la pulak kebetulan blkg kitorang ade org buat candle light dinner, so secara xsengaja kitorang di enjoykan dgn kugiran lagu jiwang oleh org tersebut.. hehehe... free2 je jiwang kat tepi pantai..i love u... hm.. hehehe.. n one more thing, my exam result was ok this time, alhamdulillah.. lg satu kat bawah ni aku ade letak hasil seni isteri aku yg bosan2 ketika study.. dan aku hanya pasrah membiarkan diriku diperkatak katikkan, yg bertulis "ini kaki suami saya, so ni kira kaki saya gak la.." aku pasrah...-end-

...alhamdulillah, safely married...

2007-07-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

..haha.. assalamualaikum.. lama xtulih blog,busy skit masa prepare harituh,tp skrg i'm at penang, accompanying my beloved wife to get through her becoming exam.. 1st of all nak ucap time kasih sgt2 pada sahabat2 yg hadir masa mjlis kami, especially mr abadi yg sudi jd cameraman time nikah n sanding hr tuh.. utk yg dtg pulak,kitorang ucap berjuta2 time kasih,kdtgn korang amat2lah kami hargai.. yg dtg dr jauh, dkt, bg hadiah lg, byk sgt2.. xpernah dlm hidup aku dpt hadiah byk cmni, hehehehe..aku sedar bukan mudah utk korang kumpul duit beli hadiah n dtg lg, moga Allah berkati korang.. n pada yg xdtg, xpe2.. ziarah pun buleh.. ni ade skit2 gmbr yg leh diletak utk korang yg xdtg.. walau korang xdtg,tp kami ttp merasakan kehadiran korang masa majlis tu.. chewah.. alhamdulillah, sumenye berjalan lancar.. akad sekalin lafaz je weh.. power x? hehehe.. cuak siut.. aku nasihatkan pada jejaka2 yg plan utk mmbina masjid,xkira la tahun ni ke,tahun depan ke or bile2.. seriously prepare ilmu, mental n fizikal.. haha.. berlagak plak,maklumlah dah lepas.. tp yg plg aku xleh lupa kan,masa dah lepas akad tu,masa saksi dah ckp sah2 tu.. terasa cam tah.. satu suasana yg pelik dimana sume bnde berubah,aku bertambah keluarga, sedara mara.. yg haram dah jd halal... cam.. wargh.. pressure2.. hehehe.. sume bnde berubah.. tanggungjawab pun bertmbh obviously.. time kasih utk mama n abah, yg susah besarkan kami, dan membimbing kami, hingga ke hari ini, sehingga kami berjaya mmbina keluarga sendiri.. bak kata arwah sudirman.. ibu bapa adalah permulaan kita.. eventhough aku xsure parents kitorang bukak ke x blog ni.. aku nak gak ckp time kasih infinity... xkan terbalas jasa mama n abah walau kitorang buat baik sampai mati pun.. aiseh tetibe rindu la plak kat diorang.. hehehe.. skrg ni wife aku nih, tgh duk menempek kat tepi aku ketika aku menulis blog ini.. menempek cam siput.. nyut2.. hehehe.. kenapa la die suka sgt kat aku...? pelik la.. hehehe.. just joking.. back to the main topic, masa majlis ahad tu aku xsangka plak ramai gak mmber2 kami yg dtg.. happy sgt2.. n sbnrya aku sgt2 cuak masa majlis hr tuh,ye la kan hari tuh kita jd raja sehawi.. lenguh control senyum,sbb sume org tgk.. segan tu xleh la nak byg cmne la kan.. tp disebabkan kami ni pengantin yg slumber.. so kitorang pun slumber la gi ke sana kemari,mmbuat lawak2 bersama kawan2 yg best,hehehe.. hm.. mmg best sgt2 masa tuh.. xsangka plak, indahnya kawin tu.. xterkata.. korang kena rasa sendiri.. alhmdulillah.. syukur sgt2.. half of my duties to Him has been fullfilled.. and keesokan harinya kami trus balik penang,sbb wife aku sekolah.. so far bbrapa hari aku kat penang ni,aku dah jatuh hati kat tmpt ni.. eventhough i could say that penang has the worst driver ever that i've seen, (kalo xpercaya dtg la drive sini) but the place is beautiful n enjoying.. with my pretty n lovely wife.. hehehe..(jgn jeles) -end-

...bachelors party?...

2007-06-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum.. sudah lama tidak menulis sejak pulang, hehehe.. b4 balik harituh adela aku buat makan2 skit kat bbdk dublin yg malang ni.. xbalik nak makan nasik minyak aku,sorry beb.. ni je yg aku mmpu bg.. hehehe.. kitorang makan2 lepas daftar borang mara kat cik khamis.. korang2 ni bbdk mara.. bile nak dftr weh..? dftr le.. sian cik khamis tu,dah la opis kecik,hehehe.. tunggu korang plak nak dftr.. well.. apa2 pun.. back 2 main topic,ni ade gmbr2 skit.. mnnjukkan betapa rakusnya rakan2 kita ni meratah makann.. serta jere yg br digelar sebagai idola tunggal.. hehehe.. aku pun xtau kenapa bbdk ni gelar die idola tunggal.. sbb power sgt kot.. pesanan khas utk dewa,jgn jiwang2 sgt.. hehehe.. kantoi ngan aku siut.. kesimpulannya,sume berbahgia setelah perut sume buncit2.. ptg tu plak, memasing buat karipap.. power siut.. aku tlg tengok je.. hehehe.. plg power kwares la.. main chef.. respek la weh.. sedap pun sedap gak.. pastu ade jamuan penutup DID... best weh.. makan mcm2,bihun, kek, karipap kwares.. tu yg meleleh ayaq liuq tu.. bile dah hbs,aku jere n chump bucket pun balik,sbb esoknye flight aku.. sdh gak la balik sesorang.. tp bile smpai kat airport dublin terserempak ngan bbdk galway.. cantikla .. ade gak geng.. dah la delay sejam.. kitorang lg stgh jam je lg nak trlps flight mas kat paris.. cuak gile.. sekali masa check in,ade pakcik tu nyah dftr,aku dah cuak dah.. kot2 pakcik french ni duk sblh aku.. mati aku.. hehehe.. hampeh tul.. tp pg tuh,b4 naik flight kat dublin smpt la jumpe ustaz fauzi.. hm.. sedih.. tahun depan xjumpe dah.. jumpe kat msia je la...yg aku lawak tu,ustaz buat posing gmbr yg pakcik kerja ubat tenaga batin tu.. hehehe..ala.. yg selalu kat surat khabar tu.. sempoi la ustaz.. g.luck dlm exam.. semoga berjaya menjadi mufti yg professional.. dan berjaya dunia akhirat.. hm.. masa dlm flight aku smpt la ambik gmbr.. masa ni kat mana tah.. benua india.. cntik sgt.. dan alhmdulillah aku selamat smpai.. kalo nak contact num aku kat sini hah.. 017-3197810 jgn le sesegan nak contact kalo ada apa2 yg pntng.. jumpe lg -end-

10 tips on how to be a successful husband

2007-06-19T21:38:00.000-07:00

1. Dress up for your wife, look clean and smell good. When was the last time us men went shopping for designer pyjamas? Just like the husband wants his wife to look nice for him, she also wants her husband to dress up for her too. Remember that Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would always start with Miswak when returning home and always loved the sweetest smells.

2. Use the cutest names for your wife. Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - had nicknames for his wives, ones that they loved. Call your wife by the most beloved names to her, and avoid using names that hurt their feelings.

3. Don't treat her like a fly. We never think about a fly in our daily lives until it 'bugs' us. Similarly, a wife will do well all day - which brings no attention from the husband - until she does something to 'bug' him. Don't treat her like this; recognize all the good that she does and focus on that.

4. If you see wrong from your wife, try being silent and do not comment! This is one of the ways Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - used when he would see something inappropriate from his wives - radi Allahu 'anhunn. It's a technique that few Muslim men have mastered.

5. Smile at your wife whenever you see her and embrace her often. Smiling is Sadaqah and your wife is not exempt from the Muslim Ummah. Imagine life with her constantly seeing you smiling. Remember also those Ahadith when Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would kiss his wife before leaving for Salah, even if he was fasting.

6. Thank her for all that she does for you. Then thank her again! Take for example a dinner at your house. She makes the food, cleans the home, and a dozen other tasks to prepare. And sometimes the only acknowledgement she receives is that there needed to be more salt in the soup. Don't let that be; thank her!

7. Ask her to write down the last ten things you did for her that made her happy. Then go and do them again. It may be hard to recognize what gives your wife pleasure. You don't have to play a guessing game, ask her and work on repeating those times in your life.

8. Don't belittle her desires. Comfort her. Sometimes the men may look down upon the requests of their wives. Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam set the example for us in an incident when Safiyyah - radi Allahu 'anha - was crying because, as she said, he had put her on a slow camel. He wiped her tears, comforted her, and brought her the camel.

9. Be humorous and Play games with your wife. Look at how Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would race his wife Aisha - radi Allahu 'anha - in the desert. When was the last time we did something like that?

10. Always remember the words of Allah's Messenger - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam: "The best of you are those who treat their families the best. And I am the best amongst you to my family." Try to be the best!

In conclusion: Never forget to make Dua to Allah - azza wa jall - to make your marriage successful. And Allah ta'ala knows best

10 Tips: How to be a Successful Wife

2007-06-12T23:36:00.001-07:00

1. Use your 'Fitnah' (beauty and overtures of allurement) to win the heart of your husband.
All women have the ornaments that Allah blessed them with. Use the beauty Allah - Azza wa Jal - has bestowed you with to win the heart of your husband.

2. When your husband comes home, greet him with a wonderful greeting.
Imagine your husband coming home to a clean house, an exquisitely dressed wife, a dinner prepared with care, children clean and sweet smelling, a clean bedroom - what would this do to his love for you? Now imagine what the opposite does to him.

3. Review the characteristics of the Hoor Al-Ayn and try to imitate them
The Qur'an and Sunnah describe the women in Jannah with certain characteristics. Such as the silk they wear, their large dark eyes, their singing to their husband, etc. Try it, wear silk for your husband, put Kohl in your eyes to 'enlarge' them, and sing to your husband.

4. Always wear jewellery and dress up in the house.
From the early years, little girls have adorned themselves with earrings and bracelets and worn pretty dresses - as described in the Qur'an. As a wife, continue to use the jewellery that you have and the pretty dresses for your husband.

5. Joke and play games with your husband.
A mans secret: they seek women who are light-hearted and have a sense of humour. As Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - told Jabir to marry someone who would make him laugh and he would make her laugh.

6. Thank your husband constantly for the nice things he does. Then thank him again.
This is one of the most important techniques, as the opposite is a characteristic of the women of hellfire.

7. An argument is a fire in the house. Extinguish it with a simple 'I'm sorry' even if it is not your fault.
When you fight back, you are only adding wood to the fire. Watch how sweetly an argument will end when you just say sincerely, "Look, I'm sorry. Let's be friends."

8. Always seek to please your husband, for he is your key to Jannah.
Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - taught us that any women who dies in a state where her husband is pleased with her, shall enter Jannah. So .. please him.

9. Listen and Obey!
Obeying your husband is Fard! Your husband is the Ameer of the household. Give him that right and respect.

10. Make Dua to Allah to make your marriage and relationship successful.
All good things are from Allah. Never forget to ask Allah ta'ala for the blessing of having a successful marriage that begins in this Dunya and continues on - by the Mercy of Allah ta'ala - into Jannah.

May Allah ta'ala give us the favor of changing what we can change (like ourselves), patience with what we cannot change (like our spouse), and the wisdom to understand the difference. Whatever truth is in it is from Allah and His Messenger, and whatever mistakes are from the Shaytaan and myself; And Allah and His Messenger are absolved from it.

In conclusion: Never forget to make Dua to Allah - azza wa jall - to make your marriage successful.

~TO ACCEPT AND TO LET GO~...SYUKURKU YA TUHAN...

2007-06-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU...when i woke up this morning i was still able to perfectly breathe in and out..i was still able to move my limbs down and up..i was still able to sense touch...pain...i was still aware of my joints movement...i still have normal limb reflexes...(indicating that my nervous system was still intact)and it is still intact now..i may not cherrish all these up to this very second i'm writing this out if ALLAH has taken all "HIS GIFT" this morning..or may be not all but just an inch of defect would have made my world horrible enough..and YA ALLAH I THANK YOU..I REALLY THANK YOU..thank for still lending me all these...thank you for not taking back all these before i am ready to let it go..

There are so many things me to say thanks for... still waking up in the morning as a muslim...knowing that u r still u..still having food to eat... still got something to put on...still have someone to talk to...knowing that someone had safely arrived...safely landed...there are just so many things to "pay" for...which i believe saying thank you is just insuffiecient...praying 5 times wouldn't be enough...then... what am i supposed to do to clear all my debts?? am i going to live my whole live carrying this very huge amount of debts??am i?am i???[to be continued...]

...tamat sudah DID III...

2007-06-09T12:44:00.000-07:00

hm..dah hbs dah deen intensive dublin III (DID III) ni... sedih plak rasanya,dah la xsempat nak pegi yg last nye session,sbb ade hal.. huhu.. yg mengajar ni ustaz haji fauzi b abdul aziz.. di ni pernah belajar kat yaman, skrg bljr kat mesir, study mufti.. byk gak yg diajar antaranya akidatul awam, tafsir surah, pengajian hadis, sunnah2 nabi saw, saffinatun najah (fekah) n wasiat imam al haddad.. kelas ni dibuat setiap hari, dr pg smpai la ke mlm.. kat dublin mosque.. sgt2 best, aku leh bg 5 bintang la.. ngan ustaznye pun sempoi2 je.. byk gak aktiviti sampingan kitorang buat, BBQ, maulud nabi n ziarah.. aku sedih gak, sbb tahun ni last aku summer kat sini,so last la DID ni.. sbb die buat masa summer je.. dahlah aku 'lubang2', kejap pegi,kejap xpegi,sbb ade hal yg penting... tp, apa2pun, kkdg aku terpk n pun pelik ade jgk, kenapa ade org leh xnak pegi, duk sebok buat aktiviti yg bukan2, (sendiri pk la) kalo exam tu, aku leh la terima.. masalahnye, ade sesetengah pihak yg duk terkejar2, nak dgr penjelasan dr ustaz tah mana2 tah, yg gradnye bukanpun dr pengajian islam, macam mana tah leh dpt title ustaz.. sempoi giler dpt title.. cam tu aku pun nak, hahahaha.. just kidding, walapapun hasilnye, mcm2 gelaran keluar, ustaz express la.. ustaz cyber la.. mcm2.. duk ikut2 org je.. org2 mcm ni la bg aku, merendahkan martabat ustaz2 yg lain, ustaz yg obvious, dpn mata, yg mmg betul bljr nye,buleh xnak pegi.. masyaAllah.. hm,tahlah.. bg aku, aku ckp bnde ni,bg korang pk la sendiri,ustaz dtg jauh2, dr mesir, duk ngan student, merendahkan taraf die mcm student,dtg ngajar.. tp ade la 2,3 ciput yg dtg.. kalo xsilap,masa sambutan hr raya kat dublin dulu, masa ade iftar dulu, xkira la isoc ke, imam ke, ppimi ke.. punye ramai umat.. hm.. well,apa2 pun, tahniah, terima kasih n g.luck pd ustaz, yg kini berada di bristol, selasa ni balik mesir balik... tahniah ppimi n ajks yg berjaya buat program ni n tahniah juga pada sapa yg dtg,walau dtg pada saat2 terakhir,tp sbnrnya dlm hati, aku sgt2 menghargai mmber2 korang yg dtg,walau pun hanya pada 2 hri last, mcm ustaz ckp,kkdg berkat ilmu ni, masa last2 je.. moga korang diberkati.. pd yg xpernah dtg lg.. wei,tahun depan dtg la.. xyah la berlagak, ni org jemput pun xdtg, lain la kalo org xjemput, buat senyap2..leh la xdtg sbb xtau... tp apa2 pun, aku fhm, manusia xsempurna.. even aku pun... semoga korang diberkati.. kalo terasa, sorry beb, n kalo sapa2 nak tgk sedutan kelas ustaz fauzi ni n maulud,usha kat bhgian bwh blog ni.. -end-

...BRIDE'S DAYS COUNTING...

2007-06-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

several days to go...

before the biggest day in my life...the day where some people might have been dreaming of since they were young..the day where most of the girls have been plannning and waiting for since their teens...the day where some mothers reliefly exhale...the day where some fathers have to cry...the day where finally a daughter is let to fly...to fly with the man of which she is made for..the man of which she would pay her loyalty and obedience to...the man she would want to accompany for the rest of her life..the man she is going to pray for in all her prayers...the man she would wait for at their lovely home's nice door...the man of which her children are named after...and this is the man she always want to..meet..be with..married to and love..not only in this world but..in the world here after...the man who is called ~~~HUSBAND~~~[several days to go]

...pulang ke tanah air...

2007-06-06T16:50:00.000-07:00

..aiseh,masuk bab ni plak.. hm, insyaAllah flight aku pada 12th june ni,naik aer lingus ( ireland's airlines) n transit kat paris,pastu naik mas (malaysia airlines).. penat gak nak jalan jauh ni.. flight ambik masa lbh kurang 13 jam.. dah la aku lone ranger,hm... xpe2, cool.. mana tau ade bbdk melayu lain ke jumpe on the way,xde la bosan sgt yek? hm,kat sini aku letak sekali kad undangan perkahwinan,at the moment xlengkap,sbb xdpt scan sume lg, tp ok la ade muka depan n peta skit2 jadi lah yek? heh.. hm.. ni khas utk pembaca,kalo tulisan blog ni, ade fancy2 skit, kaler purple2 skit,tu bukan aku yg tulis, tu editor hak yg sorang lg.. hehehe.. kang ade kata bukan2 kat aku yg 'macho' ni plak.. hehehehe.. pg ni matahari cerah lg.. yey,it's summer.. tp lps ni autumm pastu winter.. hm.. basah n sejuk.. n definitely byk makan.. 4 hr lg nak balik.. xsbr rasanya.. nak balik... saat yg plg best nak balik ialah masa nak naik flight,best sgt2.. sbb tahu destination.. 'kuala lumpur'.. bukan london or dublin.. dpt jumpe family, kawan2.. could smell the air of my country.. bubbye dublin.. -end-

...summer in dublin...

2007-06-06T16:03:00.001-07:00

yey.. summer di dublin dah tiba.. walaupun sejak akhir2 ni asyik hujan je.. besanya hujan lepas spring.. tp kali ni terdelay plak,heh.. xpe2.. alhamdulillah.. akhirnya dpt menikmati sinaran mentari.. tp for sure siang panjang le.. hehehe.. subuh habis dlm kul 5, isyak kul 10.. cantik.. bg bbdk dublin,yg xbalik,jgn hari2 duk qada subuh dah la yek.. kpd geng2 pmc yg xbalik,buat le mnde2 yg berfaedah skit yek.. weh jere,jgn duk tido je... champ,ko jaga skit mmber kita tu.. adlan, jaga captain elok2.. hahaha... also apply to all bbdk num 10,south circular road.. jgn malas2.. (special message).. so,berbalik pd topik asal, meh aku tunjuk skit kpd korang pemandangan kat UCD (university college dublin) dan juga dublin itself ketika summer.. warm n beautiful.. apa yg best summer kat sini is that die cerah, n x panas sgt.. memandangkan ireland ni negara yg berangin, so the smell of dublin itself is so enjoying.. swan berenang di sana sini.. i love this country very much.. this is my last summer here.. jiwang la plak sekejap.. hm,cmne la nak balik tahun depan nih.. dublin has been my second home... heh, kpd penyu,sbr yeh, geng2 kulup dublin terpaksa pulang dahulu.. kpd third med UCD, g.luck exam 18 jun ni.. kami sume mendoakan.. xlupa juga pada warga medic serta account yg lain, jwb exam elok2 yek.. kpd warga rumah 15, gledswood park, clonskeagh, study rajin2 yek... jaga pokok tomato, rose n ubi kentang aku kat blkg umah tu, siram2 selalu.. sian pokok2 tu.. aku kena tinggalkan mereka.. huhu.. jumpe kat msia.. -end-

...pertunangan...

2007-06-01T11:47:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah.. majlis pertunangan kami selamat berlangsung pada 26 may yg lalu, time kasih pada my parents, 'bakal' parents, serta pakcik sedara n makcik sedara yg turut membantu.. hehehe.. daku hanya dpt melihat dr jauh,tanpa sedar daku ditunangkan.. hahahaha.. dulang berbalas dulang, hati berbalas hati, cewah.. hm,kkdg xtrpk plak aku, yg aku akan menamatkan zaman bujang di awal usia.. hm, apa pndpt korang? tp,kkdg aku pk, xde la awal sgt,ok je.. maybe sbb kita tertakluk pada study kita, kita rasa cam awal.. ye dak? hm.. apa2 pun, sumenye tertakluk pada diri kita, how do we define these stuff.. kkdg bile aku tgk muka mmber2 aku.. heh.. cam xcaya.. dah besa yek kita sume.. kpd mmber2 jenan.. teringat lg masa mula2 dftr.. time tu.. sume duk homesick lagi.. kecik2 je sume.. skrg, tetibe kita duk hangat bncg bab2 kawin dlm cirlce kite.. heh.. weh bbdk jenan, sape yg bc blog ni.. dtg la weh, mjlis aku.. lama xjumpe korang seh,aku asyik xbrape ade peluang je nak lepak2 ngan korang.. kpd mmber2 lain,dak2 banting.. n bbdk european union,dtgle weh.. kpd bbdk di selatan dunia.. aku ajak gak.. tp korang lak xcuti.. xpe2.. aku redha dan pasrah.. hahaha... moga diberkatiNya.. n now i'm officially engaged... -end-

~~~a tale of izwan & haly~~~